I have always loved Christmas.
It gives a warm fuzzy wuzzy feeling and and it makes my heart tingle whenever I hear Christmas Carols. I guess I never really appreciated my family and friends back home because I've always thought that they would be there for me forever.
I mean, it's true.
They have been there for me and they are still there for me.
But things changed after coming over here to the States.
Obviously, I know that they are not physically here having dinner with me, or there watching my first debut in the States. I know that they are back home praying for my safety and wishing me all the best.
I know, I know.
But it still makes my heart ache not seeing or being with them.
It's my second Christmas away from home, and I am still not use to it.
So many things have changed.
What does the future hold for me?
What does God want me to do?
What is the the purpose of life?
I am scared