I am so extremely frustrated with myself. I really don't know what to do anymore.
Have you had those times when you freaking try and try and try and try, but you just don't understand how things work? You just don't effing get it.
I am so angry with myself. I am so humiliated. I want to turn back time. I want to relive my past.
I am so disappointed.
I just don't know what to do anymore.